2015-10-20 / / / / i figured it out

When i did reiki on meghan it went like this. I sat her down, and got her to talk about her life for a minute. she was a bit stressed. she had work, a possible career change, work out goals, baby, house travel.
so i wrote down on a sheet of paper her main topics.
Then i got her to elaborate on her fears, worries, and insecurities. some to prove what she had control over and others she didn't. Sometimes worrying means we have nothing to do about it therefore its pointless, or you can fix the problem. If you worry people are mad about how you are doing your job, theres nothing thats going to change the way they think.. but you can get more confidence by taking a course and knowing that you are doing your job right.
so i then wrote a list of Goals, and things she can control and thing she can't, so things she can change. And realize they things she can't change.
She talked about wanting to compete, but wasn't entuirely sure of her motives. She felt bad about her body, and her confidnce was low becase of it- what false beliefs could have been hiding under this thought? I mean what really changes because you're putting on weight? What people think? How do you feel? are you still ok? Then get over it. The thoughts that go around about feeling bad about being fat are attracting negative energy.
Then we talked about her goal, having a baby. This goal involves another person, so we wrote down his reasons fears for not doing this yet. Money, savings, not traveling.
Megan connected her stress from her job, with over spending money. On things she may not need. She has control over spending her money- but at this stage she isn't doing a good job. Its something she can control but isn't.
I suggested finding another financial teacher,
Her other goal was having a dream home- Yes but at what cost. The universe will work to give you your dreams, are you ready to put in the time and sacrifice in order to get it. It could mean anything- losing a relationship, a job moving. What are your actual priorities? What could you sacriice for the house for real, and what not.
Making a list with that would be good.
Her competition seemed to be linked to her negative body image, but she felt steroids and the lifestyle wasn't healthy for a baby, it was also blocking her API test, which would alleviate the stress of being not as valued at work.
Taking the API test, last time she was doing a completion and failed it.
Then she felt tired at work, but we discovered she was a sponge for "everyones" negative energy. I told her how to reflect it. And we wrote down what characteristics, in personality matched the job and which ones didn't.
I would have liked to find a deeper purpose for her life. I read her chakras, and her blue was angelic so i feel like she is an indigo baby. She also was reconnected to god.


When I did her reiki i did not touch her, I let my hands feel her energy. I just tried hard to make a connection. I focuesd and drew some reiki symbols, invisioned some angels for protection, and traveled around, just trying not to think and just feel the energy. By time i was done, i went to her crown chakar, and read all of her chakras. the i asked to bring her spirit out of her body and take her directly to god. Minevera worked on healing her body and jesus went to her heart, and her spirit to god. God told her to be less fearful. She looked like a scared little girl. He showed her a bird in her hand, and some pretty flowers. He asked her to re find the things in life SHE enjoys. Like books and movies, the colourful things that lighten her up. He healed her and sent her pure cosmic love.
she went back into her body and i sealed her energy.
The type of energy came from the golden eye, and then just pure white god love. bright and connected to the spirit.


God was in the room, and her spirit came there wich mirrors gods vibration when in its purest form. on earth that tiny bit of soul is masked by our body and material wants.
So we forget we mirror gods vibration of pure love and excitement. god is always within us, because we are from god, in gods image. God is not a person, but he is. He's not a person like us, because 90% of our person is phsyical makeup of our environment and our reaction and way we deal with it. God is the purest happiest joy and love.
When we go through the dark horrible times, god is usually always there at the end. because we notice it more after its gone.
So if we are in the middle of a death and sorrow, we feel sad and lonely and despair, but once that feeling goes away, however it does we feel happy and OK and return to doing the good things in life. Smiling helping people, turning a new leaf. God is this. God is the ability to return to the light. God never leaves us. Deep down inside god is always there. But we get consumed by the pain, and sorrow. Its hard to get that deep inside because we are affriad, and sometimes bad things happen and we stop believing in God. I found god after the most horrible things happened to me. and god just said that was my way to find him. Sometimes we have to travel a path that is not desirable to find god. But our mission is that. To fid god, and return to our soul in its purest form.
We are a light from god, shining brightly. When we shine bright, that spark might turn on someone else light they forgot is inside.
When I pulled megan out of her body, it was just a tiny piece of her that left and went to god. But when god was standing beside her, his heart was full- and so was hers. On earth she was a little broken and bent. But that 5% of her that was Whole and healed, and loving and a mirror of god can light up the rest of her body and lead her to be healed.
Its within her. Everything has a tiny piece of god within it. It is the light. It is the vibration- but a higher vibration.
It is everything good, in absence of everything bad.
God is laughter, sunshine, birds, trees, clouds, rainbows, grass, singing, love, smiling, happiness, excitement, encouragement, change, bravery, fearless, courage, strength, believe, let go, move on, new direction, growth, weather the storm, mission, excitement, God is not giving up. The fighter, the warrior, the hero. The good side.
The helpful, the selfless, the kind, the helper,
God is always working towards everything good.
The little good deep. the little bit of magic that needs to come back to earth.
But within everything it hides underneath. if we look hard enough GOD is within everything. it just needs a few layers pulled off until we see it.
The bad things that happned, that scared us, that we feared that kept us in the dark. When we gave up. when we stopped believing in our dreams. that life can be good, that earth is holy and alive, and full of magic and love.
We can all come together to make it like this.
So we can always brighten the love of god. and let it shine.

Back to her LOA law of attraction sheet.
Her life is working towards completing her goals, desires wants aspirations, so we had to make a clean path for the energy to flow.
If you put up barriers and traps the energy will not flow there.
Those are thoughts that make no sense- fears without any knowledge supporting. The voices of doubt. The songs of sorrow. The missing confidence- all of these can be linked to each chakra, when they get a blow- heart, solar plexus root- we believe we aren't good anymore. So we have to heal these chakras, to stop the circle of negavtie thinking.
If your root chakra is unbalance, you can't ground, you can't let go of whats blocking you.

There are 7 layers of thoughts.
Love, spirituality, Material, communication, physical, confidence, connection to god, emotions, something like that.
each connected to our energy in a colour, like the wheels and chakra system.
So if you lost your job, your red chakra would be affected because thats where that energy stems from. You may have bits of yellow in your red chakra, because your confidence took a blow.
So i will have to work out, and show you- that your thoughts are Energy- and your energy is blocking these chakras- And law of attraction is energy- is thoughts- going in to these energy vortexes. So by me talking you through your blocakeges, and changing your thought patterns, we can clean up these chakra breaks. heal you with reiki and change the thought patterns.
But you have to write all of them out so you know them. you will be able to recognize them when they arrive. Stop thinking and just focus on the doing. what ever that is. And stop the cyclone.

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