2003-01-19 / / / / god is a flower that i crushed, now he hates me. and i hate flowers. were all gonna die!

yep and yep..

i went to the studio today to do some work and i got alot done..

i miss lindsay! hello lindsay..

i went to the bar last nite, same people getting drunk being "cool". i pretty much talked to sara all nite, then she went to bed with mickey. and i had to share a bed with maredith. we drank a bit and had an ok time. i was really mad that we went to room 112.

and i was really mad that natallica acted all weird when i said hi to her, and then mickeys ex yelled at me for kissing mickey and i was like.. you stole him from me i should be mad at you. and im not the only one hes kissed. then i was like awe mickeys g/f is cool why didnt i ever talk to her? i just got off the phone with curtis. i dont get him at all. but yes. we talked and then i got mad that i had given in and talked to him. i think hes doing better meeting new people and stuff..

yep i never want to go out to that stupid land of drinking ever. and i dont want to meet any people. i want to be a hermit i want to be alone. people are annoying so am i.

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