2002-10-20 / / / / i wouldnt spell those words right if i were you either

Hello

Hi

so tonight was alright, I went to Yuk Yuks with Curtis, and we met anthony and joanne, and JAmie and Lauren, there. we ate some french fries, drank some beverages, then sat down near the stage and laughed for about 2 hours strait. all the comedians were great, i dont know if thats just because i was there, because they never seem as funny on TV, but I was very entertained. funny funny funny I dont remmeber there names but Im sure i will recognize them on tv or something one day, one of the guys was suposevly quite famous. Well after that me curt jamie and lauren went to East side marios. for some more food! I ordered a soup and it was cold and old. so i sent it back to the kitchen, i wasnt very hungry anyways, Curtis was doing good hes nice but i felt ackward i knew i would, it was kind of annoying because he kept asking what was wrong.. and yeah.. it was weird when he asked me to stay the night and i said no, and he kind of got offended. but i dont want him to get the wrong impression.. were broken up for reasons, and yes i enjoy being single right now. and yes i miss curtis and hugging him and stuff...

i dont want the commitment thing and the very indepthly involved in someones life, especially when there life involves living in that stupid house with 3 males and 2 smelly cats and a tiny bedroom, and none of my stuff... ah ok im suddenly feeling very tiered and annoyed becuase im definatly not please with my web site i wish i knew a bit more about the whole html world but i dont.

laaaa i still need to write jk back, i dont know if its just because hes so far away and i know i cant see him it makes me want to see him more, or if there really is something special between us and our e mail communictaion that makes me think i want him. i dont know... why does it matter.. im starting to feel alone but im very picky with what i want to fill that gap with,. i hate relationships and they all seem so good at first then my mind goes crazy and turns it into somekind of whirlpool

i feel like the chair is sinking into the floor... i dont think this is normal! weird...... im sinking

save me from the carpet...

sinking

slowly

melting

eeeekkkkka

ajjajaja

i am a tea pot, a melting melting tea pot.

i am a pine tree a prickly prickly pine trree

ward cleaver

ninja turtles

bat man

pac man

simpsons

scotland

ronny

daniel getting stung by a wasp

onions

duck bites

water

baseball games

hot dogs

toronto

hot dog sausage

warped tour

chris

alcohol poisoning

curtis

brain freeze

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