2007-09-17 / / / / dd

Today I feel strange, like a box of crystal is shining from the cieling, a fusing with my thoughts on myself.
I have gone through life without truely recognizing my own beauty, my own right to love, my own courage, and I must face me fears, alone.
I have trigguerd something in myself so deep, it goes down to the deepest scares i have, and those memories keep reocurring in my mind. i cant sleep and the loss of sleep is killing me. I want to shut off my mind, I want the voices to go away
free me from my own jail cell my mind, and i will be free from me own torture

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