It's spring kind of, Through the years I remeber spring as being my favourite, except when Its to warm for my clothes and body.
Im making amends but they keep getting broken.
I yell at my friends for not wanting to hang out with me.
But that is ok, becyase i just want to run from them anyways. And be alone with friends who I really enjoy spending time with.
everyone makes me feel like oh yeah, maybe if you are lucky I will have time for you.
Like B, and mickey, they areso mean to me. Making me feel lucky if i get to hang out with them. i just hang out with them becuase I am bored.
I would only hang out with aaron and sara, beucase they are appretiative.
except cat is too, and lindsay, that doesnt really mean to much,. Im only mad at b and micky. but they have been my distant smopbby friends forever. its a battle.
who knows maybe I wont care soon becusae i will get new friends. Not like the crazies in school/

So i hope i canwotk at first choice until i save enough money, i have 400, plus my tazes which is 340, so thats quite a bit, i want first and last, and then a moneths rent, and spedniong cash. but where will I move?
I hope i get a cruise ship jobn soon.
I just noticed i got invited to an interview with carnival, but for a casino job, i dont evebn remeber applying for a casino job.? what was i thinking? its so strange sometimes!
Hmm tang used to be, Tiff, Jehn, Katie, Mel me and Brianne. whatever happened to our tight Pact?? we must be lonely without eachother.
I still like Jehn, and Katie, and Mel, but I only hang out With B and mel,
Tiff has a boy, so she hates us all. then everyone doesnt get along with katie, but come on we should all be friends still.
Its sad. tiff and kt will be so far away, but once we were all so close.
It seems sad that a group of best friends can get broken up so easily.
Man it sucks./...
tang forever