eating crispers in the library right now, working on a project. had an alright night stayd over at saras had some good girl talk, went and wtached a couple bands at foundation, saw maradeth and andy and taso. and maija amd jacqui! yep

watching retarted girl we used to make fun of in gym class with brianne. she hasnt changed at all.. how silly. crispers are yummy. anyways got in a little argument thing with andy, i decided i wanted some time alone to think because lately i have been cranky and un grilfriendish. i think he thinks i want to breakup well becaseu he said that if i want to breakup do it because he wont be that hurt hes been through worse, anyways i dont want to break up, im pretty much just looking for assurance that i should be spending this much time with him, if things are good or only convienient. but oh well. i had a shitty morning. i also decided i need to spread more happy karma, even if it is just smiling and saying hi to people, its uplifting when someones is happy and says hi to me. so hopefully i can start passing some positive energy on people rather then the negative stuff. anyways my morning, woke up at 130 i had a class at 10,(missed it) got a 20$ parking ticket, missed a meeting for a class and a meeting for my co op thing. almost missed a deadline to hand in a project which was due at 1 that had finsihed. we got assigned another in class project that i almost wont be able to finish, i didnt have time to stop and see andy really. i had a class at 2 which i needed to hand in essays for which i was going to do over lunch today, yet i was sleeping! crazy. fuck. anyways im getting things done now but i cant believe how many thinks got retarted from sleeping in 3 hours. anyhoo went and saw a dreamcatcher the other day with cat and maradeth good times. i love my girlfriends they rock.. well should i stay or should i go.

i guess should go. forget me not