2002-10-25 / / / / why do i write such filth

Well well well

i watched a good movie last night, Girl Interupted

Ive seen it before but i guess i wasnt really paying attention becuase

i got so much out of that movie, i thought it was good! the whole self absorbance thing and yes it was neet.. made me think.

ive watched so many movies this week.. how can you tell im back at the video store. anyways last night i was supose to go out with chris and mickey but i chickend out. mainly becuase i think i like chris, and its weird beucase me and mickey are close, you cant really hook up with your ex b/fs best friend can you? i dont know i dont even know if chris likes me... but im starting to get the whole crush thing. anyways i stayed in, i talked to cat for a bit on the phone and she stayed in to, i had to break the news to her that while trying to fix her mood ring at school I accidently over heated it and wrecked it, i guess she was kind of close to it and she was a little upset so i should go out and find a new one. hmm someone is upstairs and i think its my brother skipping again. im going to have to kik his ass. oh wait he can probably kik mine, and i just rememberd he has a big boxing tournament this afternoon and tahts probably why hes home.

hmm yesterday i got a phone call from one of curtisis friends inviting me to his friends party tonight, it was kinda weird because he went to the place where i work and got my phone # from them, thats the second time those people have given out my #.. wheres the trust!

anyways it was kind of weird becuase i dont know this guy very well i saw him at the gym the other day and i told him how me and curtis broke up and he was like hmm you shuold come hang out one day, i dont know if im flattered or hes just befriending me, or if he implied that I bring curtiis to? i dont think it matters but anyways im starting to really want a b/f again because im not very good at this whole single thing. come to think of it im doing quite well at the single thing, i have only really been with one person and he turned out to be a really nice guy and a friend! i guess my goal is to stay single until i find the perfectest guy which never really exsists. i kind of am really just looking for the friend thing, it makes so much more sence.

anyways what was i doing becomming the leader of a nudist tribe that exsist only by the power of drinking grapefruit juice

and selling naked farm animals to our grandparents.

ta ta for now

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