so today I have plans to go visit gord, i havent seen him in about a week now, im sure we can find something fun to do... heheh like watch movies or play tennis or um yes play tennis

i have to decide whats going on with curtis before i drive us both insane though... i have talked to him many times about our situation and im not sure how he really thinks I feel, im not really sure how i feel but i know i still like having him around, and it would be weird if he started seeing someone else, kind of, although i know there will be nothing perment comming out of a relationship we would have together so it would be a waste of time, and he should move on, and so should I... i dont know i dont know lalallalalallala

sometimes i think im 2 different people, and i kinda wish i was becasue there are parts of me that really like certain things and then it could be the other half in controll and it really doesnt like certain things, wow im not making any sense, i hope no one reads this, most of my entrys are quite long I find the long ones very annoying to read so hopefuly everyone else does to.

im mister invisible man from invisible land.

you know what i like popcorn shrimp one day me and gord made shrimp and we deep fried some and fried the others in a frying pan, and then we ate them! hahahahhaha

you know what is a weird conspiracy, sex in the movies, well sex in the media, it sells everyhing i dotnt really know why. every movie i ever watch the whole point of the movie is for the 2 people to get togther and have sex in the end. wow

yes im just annoyed becuase i watched van wilder and everything was about sex, i mean i kinda knew it would be anyways befoer i watched it, but like a million half naked girls, and you at least see van naked 3 times, he is hot haha but yes where was i? the sex yes lots, and it started sending subliminal messages through my brain like workout more get nice abs like her and you will get hot guys like him! ahhh it drives me crazy, a sexless relationship would be weird, becuase its not realy like i have a huge drive for it but then theres all these little messages every where have sex have sex,,, ahhahahahha okily dockily im not agaisnt sex am I? no its ok, its fun, but it gets old doesnt it? maybe i should try some really weird kinky stuff, i think i want something down there pierced but i think it would hurt and be a litle skanky.. but it would be fun, like playing with my little ponys, where did the world go wrong? hmmm so what now. coffee? no no coffee no money... im bored and yes bored, so im going to keep talking do you remeber the time when the man from muffin land came and sang a song? no i dont do you?

yes i know, the muffin man!

theres so many people walking around they are making alot of noise and Im wearing ear plugs. Hi lindsay

i just said hi to lindsay beucase a thought went throigh my mind,

today i shuld mail the present I got for cat to cat. or maybe i iwll just drive it to her, later, i also have a ring i need to repair for her maybe i will do that. i hope i dont break it though.

you knkow what? i have a craving for a fruit roll up, they are yuummmmyyy

so hi to the trees and be nice to nature because it is your friend