So client 2 was confusing. Her energy was so disconnected there was no sense to it. It was just plain old blocked. I tried to go in through the crown chakra, but it brought me directly to the red chakra. The red chakra was sucking in energy, and it was really distorted. I gave as much energy as I could everywhere, and then her heart chakra finally opened. It was some dark swirly sadness floating around. I had already cleared the entities from her, and it was like i could tell they had been there. And she was still healing. ( I did this a couple months ago) She had a dark ghost whispering in her ear. Who I could see clear as day. And I sent him to the white light. So her energy was pooling around and finally her crown chakra opened. I tried my hardest to connect her to god, but it kept pulling to her heart chakra, so I sat there fora while and just gave each chakra energy. Its like it wasn't coming in through the top of her head at all.
There was angels around her, trying to help her. But her mind was so busy. It was hard for her to relax and let go.
God couldn't come in and connect her to a source. When I tried to imagine after what happened, I saw her sleeping wrapped in gods arms. She was curled up and happy.
I told her at the end of the session that she needed some relaxing time. to take a little stress leave from work, or go back home. Something to actually turn off her mind and feel relaxed.
Before coming her story was all over the place- leaving someone for someone else, she was ok with some things not others.
i asked about how she felt when she first met her husband, and she just started talking about the other guy. I re asked the question a few minutes later, and she said she loved him in the beginning wasn;t sure. And that he always wants to have sex and loves her and she doesn't love him as much and feels guilty.
Her story was overwhelming its hard for me to start it at the beginning.
Ok the other man she has been talking to is a graphic designer, and so is she, she feels like the man she has been talking to is somoene she's known for 10 years, and has always felt something for him. They have been talking a lot, and he is also in a relationsip. He isn;t happy and is ready to leave. So is she. but she wants to know for sure, he has let go of the person he is with. She wants to go back home to see him, and possibly leave her husband.
She said she hasn't had sex with her husband in a long time- i asked why and she said they tried counselling and he was suppsoed to do things with her that he didn't do. Like teach her things, take her out to try new things, etc. and in return she would have sex. but she lacks any interest in this department.
She said they have separate bank accts. When i went to her red chakra, it was spinning around and sad feeling. I asked if she felt her husband makes her feel jealous because he is financially secure and she isn;t. she said its hard because they bought the house together, and he makes way more than her, so she feels its unfair. She feels like she is struggling financially to keep up with him, and he's not helping her out. She has traveled with him and they have fun together, but she feels independatly not financially secure anymore because he makes so much and its hard for her to keep up with sharing when its not like that. She is very unbalanced in this charka, orange i couldnt even see in, and yellow they just seemed sour and blocked.
green was swirrling weird. I asked more about what its like to kiss her husband, and she said when they first met and kissed it was good, but now not so much. She said he asks her to kiss him and asks why she's doesn;t come cuddle him or kiss him, and she justdoesnt want to.
She said she's not attracted to him at all anymore.
And she feels bad a guilty like he will find out, or has found out.
I asked what he could do to be attractive to her, and she sort of jumped back to the other guy. How he communicates with her.
I asked if the other guy is someone who would make sacrifices for her, and build a life with her. And she said she asked him to visit in Edmonton before, but he couldnt come because he was hoping to get a job in a commercial.
I asked if her husband now was making bigger commitments to her and she said yes.
I stopped the reiki because it was done. i felt the energy all over vibrate a lot higher, but her mind just needed to shut off for a while. It was overwhelming.
I wrote out a sheet for her, one side her husband one side the other guy.
The other guy kept being linked to go back home. i said maybe you're meant to go back home to rest. Who knows why. Sometimes the universe calls us where we need to go.
Because it came up a couple other times, that she didn't get enough time back home alone, and had fun with this other guy.
We will se how this unfolds.