2017-01-31 / / / / ex is mean

i enjoyed a girls weekend in Edmonton/
ugh. I have to wait for mail at james house. I wish he would want me back. but he doesnt say anything. but its probably bad to go back. But i miss him. i just dont get it.
Im back hired at the hospital and back maybe with lashes.
Im going to do my taxes today. and maybe see steve one day.
Im feeling a bit better emotionally.
i really liked getting away with steph and megan they were fun and it was nice.
Cant wait to do it again sometime
Im hoping to cook more and take care of myself again.
looking forward to that.
: )

Well im feeling a little icky now that i talked to james. it just bothers me so much how mean he is to me.
wtf.
hes so mean

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