2016-09-16 / / / / here and now

this week so far went really good.
Today we had stroke orientation at the hospital.
the lady teaching it was interesting.
she did training in scotland and is from africa, she has 2 sons, and her house burnt down in beacon hill. her accent changed alot.
she did medicine for 10 years. then changed and now does patient location for Stroke patients. she seemes positive and negative. at times and got distracted and talked from one to another. she was very different so far from all the other people who have been teaching us.
i think what would come off, is that she seems like she judges people. but shes a little bit off. dont take what she says personally, she is there to push people get better. she is very sincere about that. She strives for excellence. however she has pushed herself to limits. she does recommend whole food eating. lifting weigjts and doing yoga.
She also recommened telling your dr. he works for you. not the other way around. The dr is here to help us stay on top of our health.
I feel like im goingto find out for sure that dr victor is the worst dr ever.
He doesnt do anything for the patients, and pushes them away. He just assumes they know things when they dont. i dont know how he isnt sued. i feel like i could sue him.
hes the worst.
she mentioned something about how patients would see their dr over time, and the dr doesnt do anything at all- doesnt send for tests, check up that meds are working, checking vital organs.
He does nothing.

I feel like i defintely need a new dr.
its interesting to know that everthing stays on file now.
so you will have a record on file. that is recorded.
i hope i get a new dr. one who cares about my health. but really thats up to me. to keep a health journal and a healthy life style.
my headaches, gas, tierdness, are my biggest compaimts, and generalized pain. in muscles.
lately ive been getting a buzzing muscle spasm in my left arm. bicep muscle.
left side.
i just did a mini health exam on bf.
that was fun.
im excited to get back into nursing. it makes me excited to maybe go back to school for more!
yeay/
i bet i will eventually be in palliatve care.
that would be interesting.
Anyways, im in a way better mood.
im ok. im here. in the now.
thats the only place to be
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