2016-06-24 / / / / we were put here as a genetic experiment

i started watching videos by andronea something
shes a spiritial girl who reminds me of myself. with her heart and soul connected to helpling people evolve spiritially and not be so programmed
i feel like there is a lot of pressure and in essence nothing matters. there is a lot of cool technology coming out lately, and that seems to be making the world a neat place. its very interesting. it reminds me of the natural connection we have with the real world and then manipulating it, (matrix) which is where we think that is the real world but it is a replication. it reminds me of us watching tv and picking a fake career to belong to the fake world. when the real world is right here. right in front of us. with trees, nature, food, animals, sun, clouds, rainbows. and then you open up the channel to light and there is all these magial images coming from the pineal gland. so we can see into soul energy. god, and all the enloghtening things created around us. we worship a fake reality. that is mimicing the real one.
the real one is in our minds, it is a connection to the cosmic energy that is a consciousness.
there is no time after death, but consciousness that lives on. becuase when the physical body dies it doesnt rely on physucs. the world in the imagination has no time. therefor it always exsists. its reality is forever. this reality is just a partial exsistence.

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