2010-12-30 / / / / -

TODAY i am going to find a new hobby. i have lots but i dont seem to be enjoying them as much anynmore.
i like the gym, i like to paint, i like necklace making, snowboarding, music maker, photography,
but im not as in to those things anymore. i need to find a hobby that actually takes up my time. lots of my time.
i will have school homework, hair clients at home, work, cleaning, gym but that is alot,. so my hobby will have to fit somewhere in there. something i can do at home after all of these trnimgs.
damnit i lent my computer to dan and now some of the keys stick
grr
i guess ill have to put some love back into my computer and delete some old porn stiuff he probably dowloaded to grrrrrrr
ne ways christmas was good
i got lots of pjs and body wash, some money and work out stuff
underwrar proactive, shoes a cd, sweatshirt, jakcet, perfume, candles beads. lots of stuff weeee
going to think of something to do on new yeaars that involves not getting drunk.
serioulsy i have a drinking probblem. io need help!@
i wish i could have a rule that said no alocohol in the house. but this isnt my house. wish i had a house.
i would only have alcolhol for going out or ocaiusions. not just sitting at home all the time
stupid wine and beer go away
haha good ol me.
im so sisck of doing hair, i wish i could just be a full time student find a new job and not do hair anymore, that would make me soioooooooo happy
i hate hair. i hate the people that think i want to drop everything every day of the fucking week to squeeze them in foir a stupid cut./ coming at 10? showing up when i dont return calls. gimmie a fucking break
ahhhhhhhh.
i should go back to my one day a week hair day, and say fuck it for now. i just cant handle it. or tell them to come to work
and find a pt job somewhere for the weekend.
im just not into it ne more.

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