2004-10-22 / / / / just listen just see, what were you doing before?

just waiting.
just thinking about the possiblities.
Nothing is grey nothing is clear, everyday brings hope.
I know I need to destroy the hope in times of hunger.
Deep into the blood lies the code, for the code, to be blocked with a password.. also the code.
No way of getting in without proper research, all of the knowledge.. what do they know that I dont. Will I find out by reading this book?
Patiently I wait wondering and thinking listening to my voice, the one connected to my heart, encoded with the code..

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