so yeah, yesterday mac and i visited his friends Ian and his wife Louisa, they were cool they just got married and they are 20. i really liked them actually i hope we hang out with them again. the day before we went to see school of rock, and it was a good movie. its nice living with mac hes great, we woke up today and listened to supertramp and then just relaxed. mac is sick today, but i dragged him out of the house. we make lots of food together and kiss. but its kinda weird becasue i live here, and none of my stuff is here, and hes not really respecting my space. and its cold, and i kinda want to live far away someplace warm. i just got upset because i was listening to music and he put his music on top of mine, then he gave me a spot to put 3 of my cds in his 25 disk player. he also is perfect and im an idiot. yeah. im depresed at the moment i dont really know why. probably because im a loser. yeah. yesterday we drove forever to find the bus station and we couldnt find it so i couldnt get my ticket to goto thunderbay. so im making him drive me home so i can get it in barrie. plus he never goes to his classes. ah i hate being inside all day. ok at first it was fun becuase nothing is relaxing.im just starting to go a little crazy. i have 00000 friends. and no one to pick up and go on an adventure with. im to scared to do anything by myself. i cant even deliver resumes bymyself becaseu im to shy. sometimes i really just want to jump off a building. i dont find any purpose in stupid life. its all about faking a happy attitude.

fuck everything.