2003-05-14 / / / / -

hello Lindsay

i got your e mail thanks!

i did write to amanda asking if she knew anyone who wanted to rent out a room.

i think when you realize you have controll over a situation, and you escape from your self loathing the world opens up.today, my mind awoke i suddenly felt ok like people werent out to get me, and its only your crazy mind that plays evil tricks on you.people i saw today: jeff, my mom, my dad, lauren, christa, amanda jeff, laura, the other people i work with, and then strangers. oh so many strangers. ewww my scalp is so freaking nasty. yeay long weekend, i get the whole weekend off so far, im tring to pick up some shifts at the vid, we'll see how that goes. anyhoo.. ta ta ta ta for now

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