2003-04-14 / / / / yep

last night was fun,

i kidnapped sara, she was getting dressed and drawing and being sara, i like her. so i kidnapped her, and ate her brains. and i saw shawn awwwww... and i ate him to! oh yeah. then we went to masse hall and played pool, meredeth cat brianne tiffany and melissa were all there we had a girls nite out. meredeth was the only one who sang karioki though, shes fun. good nite i believe. my stomach hurts alot. i am building some sort of anxiety up and its hard to let it out. its more physical pain, it wouldnt let me sleep in today, i think its guilt because of andy. it hurts right now, its annoying. hmm breathing deep makes it feel good, but as soon as i woke i felt like i was going to be sick and stuff.. i think im having children. or im just paranoid. ho hum. so its monday, i get a paycheck today, 30$ of it is going to pay off stuff, and 15 to my mom.. i need to buy a little bit of silver, and then i need to buy alo vera oil for my hair, new earings, 20$ for tattoo colour, and fake hair for hair extensions. then the rest towards food and gas i supose. im going to goto school soon to finsih my last project im so excited about it, i have an amazing design.. im going to make a bangle thats flat, and chase a flower patttern on it, and set a stone in the middle of the flowers, then repouse some vines around the flower. i also am going to size the rings i gave to sara, and make pat a ring. then im going to kill someone. i find that in movies to resolve a problem you have to kill someone. so i have a few people im going to kill. im excited. owe fuck.. whats wrong with my stomach.. i think i ate an anxiety bug. maybe it was the coffee i drank yesterday, that sometimes makes me feel weird. okie dokie, cheerio.

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