tis friday, so many fridays have passed in this journal..

and today is just like anyother. only its wonderfull because people are dying i love it when people are brutaly murdered and i can watch it live on tv. its fun.

um yeah. im bored in the middle of getting ready to go out and yes, i worked today and yesterday i had a really fun day with andy and the day before. we played pool, and ate food and had sleep overs and went to the gym and watched movies and he hung out in the studio with me. now were getting ready to goto traffic i think for a couple drinks. were going to Niagra falls tomorrow. and then were going to sleep somewhere in my car and goto toronto, it will be fun. oh yes it will be fun. except right now my hair is really ithcy and i want to wash it but i cant beacause then i have to put wax in it. ugghh.

i found out a plan for getting money to start your own buisness. its called SEA or somthing but you have to be on Unemployment insurance, and then you goto meetings and they help you get started. ummmm i learned how to make prong settings and im going to make a neet rainbow bracelet im happily excited. i might stay here for a couple months at the beginning of the summer to work in the summer studio, and build a portfolio, then get all the info i need to start a business, then andy said he can leave with me for a bit in the summer. im excited. Lauren said she would try to get me a job at kings buffet waitressing. shes going to be a manager there and she said they probably would hire me.. i really hope they do. i need a rich person job sweet jesus. i wish i could control things, or just spread happy good karma all over the world, and people would stop wasting things, and people would stop doing stupid things for no reasons. and people would stop having wars. its all about control.