2003-03-14 / / / / -

its friday, a day that offers so much in so many ways.

im going to work soon. i certainly cant wait....

i need a shower but i cant get off the the internet. i ate rice and hot sauce for lunch, such a great meal lindsay..

yum its so good.

i learned that you get addicted to hot sauce because your body releases edorphins, because it hurts when you eat it so its like getting high or something, but not. hmm it was explained to me less confusingly.

yyyeeerrrr. im passing school suprisingly it still makes me excited to think of that becuase i'll really be done in april oh god. im starting to feel very freaking alone though, who am i going to spend the next 50 years with? no classmates. it seems like after school life will be alonish.. especially if i want to move out and live alone, unless i find roommates. yanish i really want to move out! im going to find me a good job very soon., make lots of money. buy a studio i guess. maybe goto hair school maybe goto bc, plant trees or toronto or europe. but i have no one to plan these things with, i need to find some friends. it will be spring soon and im going to ride me skate board everywhere. im looking forward to that. and painting, i love sitting in my backyard and painting. i must find some ideas to work on. or read. or have a shower becuse i haveto walk to work at be there by 4 and it takes me a while to get ready..

i went o the gym yesterday with andy and then we died our hair purple. hehe well i only died parts of my hair purple. but dammit we died all his hair purple and it took so long to get off his forhead. i need some tattoos soon, there so darn addictive

hopefully no customers are mean today at the video store, i hate it when there mean. dont they have anything better to do? well i guess im going to get ready. shampoo

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