2003-02-21 / / / / my mom

they have carried themselves not far enough. to be stuck without a choice. beiging trapped in reality. a gate blocks the wall of adventure. self esteem has been lost and your nerves are destructing you. what can we do to help? you are tierd and barly living. not inspiring and feared by many. your laughter sounds fake and your best friend is the tv. why cant you help yourself? you know you dont want to be here so why are you? i wish i could give you a rainbow one to take you to dreams you can accomplish. where you arent remembering what you once were.

you are unselfish i supose. but you arent living. i guess thats what you chose and thats what you get for making a choice that you did not like.

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