HEY DIARY

its almost time that i tell you this..

santa clause is not real

haha

its tuesday, these are the things i wanted to do today:::

goto the gym

go back to school after work

work on my painting

go tanning

hang out with jacquie

clean my room,

listen to the pixies

but now my plans have been altered because about an hour ago i talked to curtis on the phone and we made plans to see a movie at 9, so i would be going tanning and to the gym right now as im typing this but i cant really becuase i have to pick him up soon.

a movie will be fun anyways.

yepperies

tomorrow i have night class so i wont have time to do anything, and thrusday i have class all day, and friday i work all day! ah i hate this week already.

i hate my brother hes a spoiled self centered ass fuck.

hmm and un greatful that little piece of shit.

yeah ok so now what Im going to Masitusits in a couple weeks to stalk a friend who is in a band, im going with my friend cat, we are excited becuase were going to take a bus and have an adventure, i hope we dont get stranded that much becuase it will be cold to be galavanting around in a bus. anyways it will be fun if we actually do it.

so now what.. yes im affraid all people are failures and nothing is real we are creations of those who have created us.